音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

♤ TA workshop

I was always nervous about the TA workshop (from Sep. 2-3, 2009) after I knew it. First, I have no experience about working as a TA; second, I even had only a faint idea on what's a TA.
Anyway, no one can avoid time going by. That day came finally.
At the time of waiting for the beginning, I was a little bored. I could have put a book in my bag, but I didn't.
The ambience was nice. There were 8 round table in the room. We randomly sat around one and thus made up 8 groups. Some senior graduate students joined and helped us in the workshop. The one in my group, was a very nice girl. I liked her from the moment she introduced herself. Sat beside her, I felt less tensive.
In the first day, we talked about almost all basic thing of being a TA, and learned several cases. However, OMG, I still need to improve my listening skill! @__@
Yet the case study was very nice. Who knows what we would met in the future TA working!
In the next day, every new future TA would be giving a mini-presentation in the case of pre-lab. We had got emails from the workshop host about our own topics. I've ever seen so many TAs when I was taking my undergraduate lab courses. Some of them were nice. Although I know what they did in the pre-lab part exactly, but I had no idea on how to do the presentation. I chose to wait until the first TA workshop day. I thought I would get some hints from it.
Actually, I think I didn't get what I expected. I've got to do it by myself without any new hints from the workshop.
I organized what I was going to talk, and searched online for some data. Then I figured out some essential sentences. Okay, I had only 5 minutes to do the presentation, I needed no more nonsense but only the essentials.
So, I needed to do a practice.
Didn't I?
We not only needed to do the presentation, but also needed to re-watch our performance afterwards! Our prepositions were all videotaped!!!
Maybe that was what I most worried about. I'm always nervous in front of a camera.
Some people used overhead slideshow. I didn't. I really dislike the overhead project. Sometimes the text was just too faint to read.
Thus I didn't go performing my presentation until the break. I wrote my points onto the blackboard instead of on the overheads before I started.
I was nervous, and who wasn't?
Maybe I got too many pauses, maybe I failed to control my speaking speed, maybe my volume was a bit low, maybe I should have done some overheads... my presentation wasn't that bad after all! The reports from our instructors told me that.
Fortunately, I'll not be TA-ing in fall term. I still have time to improve myself. There're still lots of things to be learned. I still have no experience on so many issues of being a TA: communicating with students, marking lab reports, teaching others in an effective way, etc... I don't know what it will be at my first TA-ing course yet.
No one knows.
However, a good beginning is always great and full of hope.
Go on like it.
That's what I wish right now.

❈ amazing trip – anti-time

I landed in Vancouver on August 23, 2009, at noon 12:00.
It was a bit hot. The sunlight was soft. Clouds floating in the sky, light blue sky. My sight was covered by golden dust.
There was breeze, made it a bit cooler.
The Vancouver airport was like a maze. It was so difficult to manage to find the correct way I should go. Actually, for me that airport was werid. I'd rather like to say that I was in a hotel than an airport.
And fewer people were in the airport.
Even at the moment when I went in to my plane to Calgary, I still has no any real sense of that I was in Canada.
I sat down, and started to recall the whole time during getting my study permit.
That was rather a fun experience.
I think I've been so accustomed to queue and wait. Yet that queue was too long. All I worried about was whether I would be able go catch my next plane. It was only less than 2 hours left, but there were too many people to let myself believe I could be done in time in this queue. Anyhow, no time for me to wait like this. I explained my difficult to people in front of me. Fortunately, I got to move myself to the very front.
I went to the window. Before I said something, the officer said first.
“Hello!”
Hello. I said.
“How are you?”
My brain got in blank for a short while. What should I say? Then from the deepest part of my mind, the fading away memory of English I learned years ago revived.
“Fine, thank you.”
“Excellent.” He smiled.
Okay. Not a bad beginning.
Now, I have no idea on how long it kept. He asked me kinds of questions, but I've forgotten most of them. What I knew was everything went well.
“Good luck!” He approved my study permit finally and returned me my passport.
I left the window. There was still time for me to catch my plane.
Although it was hard to find my way to my plane, I had less worries on it: I've got my boarding pass, my plane would at least wait for me for a while. Then, the officer showed in my mind. Oh, my god, he was rather handsome!
I can still remember the moment when he said “excellent.”
What a nice feeling it was! :3
I planned to take some photos in Vancouver, but I didn't have the time to do it.
At about 14:00, The plane took off on time. I didn't miss it~
The other thing I felt lacking the sense of reality was that here in Canada, people use both English and French in official situations. Sometimes I got confused. XDD
The rest of the trip was far shorter than the first part of it. I had a nap, and arrived at Calgary about one hour later.
The plane flied through the white misty clouds. I like to see the sky that's full of clouds, and I also love going through them! Perfect weather it had! ^_^/
My trip ends in Calgary. Nothing troublesome happened. I was not over-tired, I didn't get jet-lagged, I was still sane with my not-so-good speaking English. I was standing in the world, the other side of the world.
I left my home city at 16:00, on August 23, 2009, and arrived in Calgary at 16:15, on August 23, 2009. Yet actually, the trip took me about 13-4 hours in all.
Yay~, I took only 15 minutes from one side to the other side of the world!

❈ autumn

I haven't drawn for my own characters for a lone while, because I needed to re-arrange everything (plot, basic design, story setting, etc), and then re-write it... x__x
anyway, I drew this picture only for uniform (I like this kind of things) after this, I think I can finally re-start my whole story, while fighting in my lab! XDD
I drew both uniforms for summer and winter, thus I chose a background image of autumn that stands between the two seasons, and the whole colors got a nice match, I think~

♡ xxxHIGUrashI

I just watched "Umineko no Naku Koro ni" episode 5, and got very excited for "Rika", and then I was glad to know that Sayaka Oohara and Yukari Tamura took the two witches' voices.
For me, I still prefer their performance for Rika and Yuuko. Thus I did this picture. Rika x Yuuko, or Yukari x Sayaka! XDD

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❋ total solar eclipse

Maybe there is only one thing is more interesting than music and bacteria researching, viewing eclipse (especially total ones).
I was drunk with the second sunrise in silence this morning.
It was wonderful.
Ummmm......
I can't find a good word to describe, that eclipse was just wonderful.
The only bad luck was that it was completely cloudy since early morning, and thus I'd got to “fake-watch” it via TV live. orz...
Anyways, it was still wonderful!!!
At the moment when the sun was covered by the moon, the television screen that was used to be darkish turned to a sudden brightness (since they've to shade the video lens or strong light would damage the machine.) “Wahhh!” was my only word then (laugh). That was excellent, No.1~
It was the climax of my exciting at the very moment~
Like that...
The night-city during daylight, then the second sunrise, with less city lights, and people's flash bulbs.
Such a scenery... me... it's here, around me...
I was drunk deeply...
Ummmm~ *__*
The rondos of the sun and the moon is really, really rare. For me, I've only experienced 3 times so far.
It would be so fortunate if I can watch again~
Anyhow, the song “Prologo” by Akiko Shikata floated over my mind when I watched the eclipse...
well, it's a bit weird, no? (laugh)
★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。★*:.゜:。
この世にて、音楽や細菌研究などより面白そうなことは、日食(とくに皆既日食)観測ということですね。
この朝からずっと、静かさにつつまれ、二度との日出を体験してちょっぴりと酔っ払ってた。
素晴らしかったです。
うにゅ……
なんか、いい言葉を捜そうにも出来ないほど、すばらしかった日食だったのです。
たった一つの残念は、こちら、わが家にて朝からすっごく曇りの天気なので、テレビで「偽り観測」することになるのもしようがなかったのです。orz...
でもね、同じく素晴らしかったです!!!
太陽が完全に月に覆われるその瞬間、テレビから先までずっと真っ暗そうなスクリーンはぱっと明るくなって(遮光しなきゃ目やカメラに悪いから、この瞬間だけから直接目で見られるので)、うゎっ!と叫んだした、私が(笑)。マジきれーだったのです、何よりも~
その瞬間まで、ずっとワクワクドキドキする心の波動も一番の高潮に上がってた~
なのです…
昼間には真っ暗の町、そして二度とソラが明けていて、より少なく町の明かりが人々の閃光電球のキラメキ。
こんな景観なんて…わたし、わたしのそばに…
酔っ払っちゃった…
うにゅ~ *__*
お日様がお月様のロンドは、このように重ねることが本気に珍しくて、私にとって今までわずかな3度だけ経験したのです。
また経験できればよかったのですね~
でも、なんだか今度日食を見るとき初めて心に浮かべた音楽は志方あきこさんの「Prologo」ということがね…
すこしだけでも、へん(笑)?

♡ wind-up musica

based on eufonius' new orgel album: nejimaki musica.
the newly arranged melodies are clear, sweet and cute.

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wind-up musica
mainly based on the first song: wonder.

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promenade

❅ GOD DIVA

Inspired by Ali Project's song "GOD DIVA".
theme: dark angel, dancing hell lights.

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