音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

2013-Jun-25 (Tue), 24:04@GMT-7

☆ Wandering on Silent Hill 2's Foggy Street

Roughly five hours in total, I finally made some progress of my trip in Silent Hill 2 (finally went out of the apartment!).
Although someone said SH3 is much ominous than 1 and 2, the feeling of unease doesn't reduce in 2 even I'm on beginner's mode.. Actually I've already been freaked out by our famour Mr. Pyramid Head. About the riddles, be kind of used to SH's riddle style, this time, it hasn't taken much of time to solve them. (Plus, thanks to it, I learned how to unlock a single-dial lock.)
But, no matter the darkness inside of a building or the thick fog around the town, without any sense of direction, I'm almost like pressing-M-key-every-5-steps. Good thing, again, is that I'm on beginner's mode -- I swear I'll cry if I die on this mode! xD
The aftermath in SH2 after SH3.
- Follow his/her eyes -- especially helpful in the foggy town, or I'll miss lots of health drinks and save points;
- Turn the light off before entering a new room, yet I wasn't able to read a piece of note on the door at the very first time trying to open it;
- Keep my fingers on the keyboard while watching event movies. 'Cause you don't know if it's followed by a boss fight...
- Go around everywhere before switching map. Good to collect items, but costs time. Also good to find out new places, although some spots were useless before raising the proper flag.
After the event, on the way to hotel, I noticed that's indeed the same place in SH3, so I wandered a lot (off direction), and enjoying like, ahh, I know this place! -- even though most people would feel the same thing in SH3 instead of SH2, but I touched SH3 first. XD
Now I've just reached the hospital, same place, with the same map! Just like what I had in SH3. I'm excited (though the hospital anotherworld was the most disgusting place in SH3) and looking forward the later story~
The last thing, I never know what's going on when I opened the staircase door and encountered the Pyramid head for the second time. Guess I'll read other's comments after clear this game... =__=
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Msg to myself:
Maybe I should integrate my anotherworld into the same place, and differentiating with tag << easier to manage.
2013-Jun-16 (Sun), 23:43@GMT-7

❋ The Second Fear?

Like what the title says, the second time of Silent Hill 3 is still scary -- the real feeling of Kenji Kawai's superb sound effect -- although I did know what I was supposed to do. Only the fresh first playing experience for horror games is impressive, or maybe I should say valuable. I indeed enjoyed being lost in a tunnel for 3 days or spending a week yet still failed to solve a riddle. I swear that I wasn't spoiled that much -- I did ask certain amount of help or I would give up playing.
Anyway, after the first time, replaying is nothing but a kind of entertainment, I don't deny the first time of playing is also counted as entertainment, but the thing is, at least to me, the reason to play changed. I just wanted to read the entire story and feel the kind of fear that doesn't occur in real life. I'm not a good survive game player, never. So I'm not that stupid to challenge the HARD action mode (NORMAL mode is already killing me and I believe HARD will make me smashing my keyboard). Since the second time, the aim has changed to collect other possible endings, even though they are probably available on youtube and/or nicovideo.
I've already started, so I'm sorta obligated to obtain all endings by my own. Which is what I think and what kept me playing for the second (third, fourth... in future) time.
...I'm not talking about Silent Hill and horror games for no reason.
I've just started playing Silent Hill 2 this afternoon.
This time, I'm 100% free of spoilers. With a little spoiler, I spent more than 9 hours and 40+ saves (game recorded only, the actual time was MUCH LONGER) in total, so hope I'm not spending 2x excess of time.
Last time for SH3, I started with EASY mode, because I've heard under easy mode, the boss barely move! Now, for SH2, I didn't, because I saw another option at the bottom: Beginner mode.
So, to give me some balance, the riddle mode was still hard. I do enjoy solving riddles, but I really hate fighting with ugly monsters (and then be killed for hunderd of times and then have to reload...).
Yet, before I fully entered into SH2 mode, I spent some more time to deal with their hardware issue--the movie scenes didn't load completely and the game couldn't end properly. To solve this, you have to run it on one core of the processor. Hmm, I still don't get the point. But it worked.
While being in SH2's world just a few minutes after, the first weapon I got was a real surprise.
Neither a knife nor a handgun,
A CHAINSAW!!!
-- not handy though. The plank I found later was MUCH easier to use (to me). However, in my opinion, a strong weapon like a chainsaw should appear much later, or after clear the game at least once. Which made me a bit excited (lost as well).
Guess I'd like to watch people playing under HARD action mode, if anyone records it, since I'll never touch it :3
Another thing. ALI PROJECT & Annabel's new singles are coming together again! This time, Rozen Maiden (looks like new anime series). I will definitely follow this series!
finally, GO, JAMES!! XDD
2013-Jun-09 (Sun), 22:04@GMT-7

❆ 自分の娘を愛してしまった私の妄想欠片

初めにこれを言うのがちょっと恥ずかしいかもしれないが…
私、自分の娘を愛してしまったのです!(*>ω<*)
確かに、先週あの子を中心に「Seventh Reverie」というの絵をできた以上、胸の中にこの気持がどんどん沸き上がって、今はもう抑えきれないほどになちゃったのです。
やっぱり、私も「娘萌え」だよねぇ♪
でも、同じ女の子である以上、「娘萌え」っていうなのはさすがに微妙~
まぁいいや、つい先、自分の「裏世界」を新しく名付けていた。今度は「アルトネリコ」を応じ、「cosmosphere」を使ったの。ただしレベルのことは知らなくて。さあ、この私は、どれほど深く行くのかなぁと期待してくださいませ~ (´・ω・`)
そして、我が娘への愛をこめて、「裏世界」の壁紙をも変更しました。記録の1つとして、ここで貼ってます↓

うーん、いま聽いている曲は志方あきこさんのヒュムノス「EXEC_over.METHOD_SUBLIMATION/.~ee wassa sos yehar」なのです。チョーかっこいい曲の1つなので、何度も聞いても飽きることはないですよん♪
今自分のすべきことがちゃんと知っております。論文を再編集っという事です。
ただし、やる気ゼロです。
どういうのか、とんでも無いつまらない事と思うしかできない。なんで私はこんなことしなきゃダメなの?誰も読むことなくって決まっているものなのに、なんで再編集してしなきゃならないの?この時間があれば、もっと自分のプログラミングをアップグレードすればずっとずーっと良いと思わない?
そういえば、1つわからないことがあります。私最初、なんでこの分野に入ったの?好きな分野がいっぱいあるのに、なんで?
もしあの時、プログラミングなど選んだら、今の私はどんなになろうかな…
…とこんなことが考えてもきれません。←ちなみに今の私はまったりプログラミングに惹かれたのです。(*´ω`*)
それに、最近ずっと我が行動力の低いボスにヤラれていて、正直に、「もういいや、もう何も知らなくて、もう話してくれないって、あたしを1人にして」って言いあげたり、人の気配さっぱり出ない静かな森へと隠居したりしたいです。
こんな発想がもう何度も何度も出てしまったのです。
危ないのかな、あたし? ( ̄д ̄)エー